LaLaLa ... !

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Drained as drained can be
Life is gone from me
Drained if drained is free
If only I could breathe
Smelling dead roses



Take your mind with you
There's no room for two
I can't handle both
Handle both of you

Smelling dead roses

But I won't fall down
No I won't fall down

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

The paths that I once tread
have all but gone.
Only embers now smoulder
where bridges once burned.
I feel alive and yet I fear
what may happen now.
I know I can't return.

And I hear me say again
'oh let me not return'.
Damn the illusion of redemption
and the hopes that held me here.
I will oppose all that would befall me.
With this rage inside of me
I will defy what I would become.

The solitude and anger
that do battle inside me
will always guide me to the answers
that I know I may not see.
They are the bonds that hold me tighter.
They are the chains that weigh on me.
One day I know they will be gone.

Can I start again and erase this pain
by casting doubts into the waters,
asking judgement of the sea.
Though fortune may guide to the fools
I have no wish to be free
until I am gone

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

So why do I love when I still feel pain?
When does it end, when is my work done?
Why am I lone and why do I feel that
I carry a sword through a battlefield?
So why do I love when I still feel pain?
When does it end, when is my work done?
Why do I fight and why do I feel that
I carry a sword, that I carry a sword?

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Forget your fears and want no more

At first light lay proud foundations
Sense the greatness that before you unfolds
Seek no more for hollow answers
Answers that lay within you all along
Farewell to dawns seen through saddened eyes
Farewell to pasts to sorrows chained
Forget your fears
You will have everything
You will be strong and want no more
You'll be adored
You will have everything
Forget your fears and want no more

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

I never wanted to know
Never wanted to see
I wasted my time
Till Time wasted me

I never wanted to go
I always wanted to stay
'Cause the persons I am
Are the parts that I play
So I plot and I plan
And I hope and I scheme
To the lure of a night
Filled with unfinished dreams
And I'm holding on tight
To a world gone astray
As they charge me for years
I can no longer pay

I hear your hopes
I feel your dreams
And in the dark
I hear your screams

Don't turn away
Just take my hand
And when you make your final stand
I'll be right there
I'll never leave
And all I ask of you...

Believe...

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Now I'm back out on the street again
It never rains unless it pours
Try to get back on my feet again
I hear the raging thunder as it roars

Tonight, tonight
Is it just a rhapsody
Or am I right?
Tonight, tonight
Is it all a mystery?
I just can't fight no more

I hear the questions surface in my mind
Of my mistakes that I have made
Times and places I have left behind
And am I ever gonna make the grade?

As I beat my head against the wall
Running 'round in circles in vain
I'm feeling three foot tall
You don't understand
I'm fading away

Don't want your pity or your sympathy
It isn't gonna prove a thing to me
Good intentions pave the way to hell
Don't you worry when you hear me sing

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay

Sanity now it's beyond me
There's no choice

A sickened mind and spirit
The mirror tells me lies
Could I mistake myself for someone
Who lives behind my eyes?
Will he escape my soul
Or will he live in me?
Is he trying to get out
Or trying to enter me?

Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself?

Enemies fill up the pages
Are they me
Monday 'till Sunday in stages
Set me free

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Open my grave and
let the sun shin in
I am just a Lost Soul
Help me to grow
show me the way
the way into your heart

Oh, can't you see
how I'm dying? I've got no
reason to be proud
drink this water around
me before I drown

And the more we grow
the less we know
until the time
we lose it all

Look at me now
I'm broken and empty
Why does it always
rain on me?
Give me your heart
so I can live

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

I feel like dying
everyday
Am I here
just to fade away?
Do you know
what it means?
You can think it's OK
but the story is not
the same anymore

Drop me and let me fall
in a way I haven't
felt before
Leave me alone
don't come any closer
I'm so alone
and I think I'm a loser

Nobody never
understands
Now I'm alone
and on my own
It's so unfair
people cry, people smile
Is it wrong or is it right?
I know it's right

Drop me and let me fall
in a way I haven't
felt before
Leave me alone
don't come any closer
I'm so alone
and I think I'm a loser

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

Have you ever started
that brand new day?
Had a second chance
and thrown it away?
Don't crush on me
It only hurts
and makes you bleed
With me

You're Bleeding
in my arms
Bleeding in my arms

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

In my deepset fears
I'm losing you
Even if somebody
tried to stop my heart
I'm still Alive
I will never give up

Just turn off the lights
Don't wanna
see me die
I look like I'm dead but
when you look at me
I am still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you
want be to be fighting
with myself

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

I'm looking over my shoulder cause millions
will whisper I'm killing myself again
Maybe I'm dying faster but nothing ever last I
remember a night from my past when I was
stabbed in the back and its all coming back
And I feel that pain again

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

I'm coming to an end,
I've realized what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control
Lost control...

[PoiSoN_GiRL]

In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
Powerless I watched from faces I'd assumed.
My purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air.
Embrace the skies.
Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
So many years I stood among the thoughts
and tears of those I served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years I walked unknown
behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered
They fall again.
They fall again.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.


[size=18]I'd only come here seeking peace...
I'd only come here seeking me...

It seems I came to leave...[/size]

[LaStDrIvE]

clumsy, always quivering
always searching for your things
you don't work, but you cannot find a rest
'cause you gave up too soon

old man sitting in your trap
two lovers passing by
don't be ashamed, don't be upset,
enjoy it, dear ... 'cause once you did the same

it's not too late ... to charm away your ancient fears
it's not too late ... to be wild for roundabouts ... to be
wild for life ...

old man lying in your bed
your friends are passing by
it's just a rule, kissing you goodbye,
enjoy it, dear ... 'cause once you did the same

I came across a feww old things
remembering the past
"spare the rod and spoil the child ...
there's no fool like an old fool!"

it's not too late ... to start again
it's not too late ... to charm away your ancient fears
it's not too late ... to be wild for roundabouts ... to be
wild for life ...